I need to push myself a little harder.. I know and realize that I'm going back to the wrong direction..
I hate that to happen but yes it is happening.. I can feel it but yet I still be me, who seem does not really care much..
I hate this situation, in which I know that I wasted my valuable time with watching video clip on youtube.. I suppose to fill my heart, mind and soul with some soup for the life after..
I hate to be in this situation which I did not push myself harder.. I let the devil came in and whisper into my ears and mind..
my heart is too weak right now, I hate it and really hate it.. my prayer after solat become shorter, feeling like I do not know what to look for anymore..
I'm lost again, in the middle of road which I actually know the bright road need to be take.. yet I still here, doing nothing..
Please dear heart, be strong again, I know you can do it.. I know that u once feel so calm with Allah bless, please don't let it go away..
Ya Allah, make myself strong again, please do not loose hope in me, I know that You always love me and will never leave no matter what..
I will try to push myself harder because I don't want You to be disappointed in me..
Ya Allah, only You knows what's in my heart.. No matter what I won't let the light became gloomy and dark again..I will hold on to it..
Ya Allah, help me with You strength and stay with me till the end.. Amiin..
Need to Push Myself...
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