Almost a year now~~

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Yes, almost a year now..if u guys know what i mean.. i never thought that I can stay this strong.. at that very moment I struggle a lot as I'm alone here..all I has is faith in Allah and through my friends I try to take the baby steps again..at first I'm crawling like a baby but now I'm not only can stand up and walk, I also can run.. trust me, i never feel this solid strong.. my family always been supportive no matter what good thing I do, they always there for me.. that painful memory give me another chance to feel live again..and for the first time also my abah did voice out his thought to encourage me to become more alive.. before this he never involved in my personal life, he just there and always there but I'm not really get myself close to him..

thank you to my friends too..they are my family when i'm away from home, even though they got other problems which i know or may not know at all; they still there for me, hold my hands and keep on pushing me to live forward.. not only my friends here but also my friends whose far from me that know and understand my story, i can't thank u guys enough.. u guys really make me strong..

I am so grateful and thank you Allah S.W.T for giving me the opportunity to learn something about love, relationship and most important thing, HE take me back to the right path.. HE always love me and I know that as I always has faith in HIM.. Alhamdulillah and thank you Ya Allah..

from that moment, i learn to put my focus..even though some of my close friends are in relationship, i don't feel jealous like I used to before.. I am comfortable in this position but I always open my heart to the better future.. I never refuse to feel the love again, from what I know, when the time come I will be in the relationship position again but this time I hope for the bright future..

and for the guy who broke my heart, i just wanna wish u well, i don't keep any silence revenge.. u also taught me a lot of things in life..thank u for that, hope u'll always be happy with the path that u decided..

The journey yet to be discover.. 
 

4 comments:

dindingkosong said...

orang yang jatuh, lalu bangkit dengan usaha sendiri adalah lebih berjaya dari orang yang sentiasa mengecap nikmat di atas...
tahniah liyana, semoga semakin berjaya...

lya89na said...

thanks for the support..really appreciate it..hope u'll be strong too..once u wanna feel like giving up say to yourself, "just give it a try".. =) that's my words of motivation..

white zorro said...

great.. stand and run..run to the bright future..pick a colour..if green is yours..then use the colours to colour your world..

lya89na said...

Thanks for the support..btw, yes; green is my colour..will definitely use it to colour my world..and with Allah bless I'll discover a better future.. =)

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